The perfect guy

Have you ever met a man so perfect that you think to yourself “whoever who ends up with him is one helluva lucky girl”?

I have met him. In fact I met him 4 days ago on Saturday, and again last night.

He has the most beautiful soulful eyes I have ever seen, a pair of perfect dimples, full lips that just beg to be kissed, and a smile that literally makes me hot and sweaty.  It’s true! When he walked into my suite the other night, I felt so hot that I wanted to switch off the heater – that’s when I realised that it wasn’t even switched on! Lol.

Oh, did I mention his sizzling body? 

Ohmygod….. my skin tingles just thinking about it! He has gorgeous lean muscular arms and a 6 pack abs (I am assuming this based on how well his shirt fits his body), and I know, beyond any reasonable doubts that I would love waking up next to this hot bod every day for the rest of my life.  He is so Yummilicious!!!! I am officially in Lust! J

How I wish I can just upload his pix here bec words simply can’t do him justice. Let me attempt to illustrate to you though…. Let’s just say in my eyes he is a cross between Robert Downey Junior and Enrique Iglesias. Yes, truly he is THE hot-ness!

So how did I meet him? 

We were introduced online by a mutual friend. We weren’t really chummy with each other until about a month ago. About the same time of the high school reunion almost-fiasco, he started making regular appearances on my fb comments wall.

L noticed it too, in fact she was the one who first noticed it. As fate has it, I was posted to Australia for a fortnight on work assignment last week. Guess where Mr Hotness is? You got it – right smack in the same city where I was posted! Talk about kismet, eh?

So we finally meet J 

As much as I am tempted to gush about him again, I won’t bore you with the details (although he is really very yummilicious!)... 

ah well, u know wut, who cares about you. This is MY blog so I will indulge all I want (prepare to be bored! Hahaha):

I just couldn’t take my eyes off him. He is so cute! And handsome, adorable, sexy, cool all rolled into one. I thought I was the only one who was giggly but based on my observation, he was extremely … err… happy too. He was just so gay (gay = happy! Not gay-plu) throughout the night.  He was a lot more calm on the second night we met – and I believe, so was I. definitely less giggles on my end.

Oops… rewind. 

Ok so we met, and went for dinner with his friends in tow. At first I planned to keep my age a secret but when his friends asked (after I carelessly told them my work history) I realised I can’t possibly be 21 with all these job experiences I have had and shared with them! So I told them the truth – that I am OLD… 6 years older. Oh how I wish I am much younger then, or that he’s my age.

He was really sweet about it : 

1. He didn’t appear shocked at all (ok, is that a good sign or bad sign? :P) 2. He said “6 years is nothing… plus you don’t look it at all” … yeay! J

Then he turned and stared deep into my eyes and said something. Then he repeated it again and I realised that he was asking me something but I couldn’t hear him because I was hearing cupid’s harp playing in my ears (yes, I can be very dreamy that way). It was embarrassing actually bec I had to ask him to repeat his sentences quite a few times that night… it’s just so hard not to be “lost” in dreamland when I look into those beautiful eyes!

Honestly speaking, I couldn’t really describe in detail what happened that night because my memory is fuzzy with visions of his hotness. I took some pictures and we looked so good together. In fact I showed the pix to my besties and they all commented that I looked younger than him (awww thanks girls, I love y’all).

I am still in a semi-dreamland I guess. He took me out again last night to complete the city tour that he promised me, and to my disappointment he brought his 2 bffs along. Ah well…. That’s ok, as long as I get to feast on him (with my eyes). He was borrowing his friend’s car so it’s only fair to ask them to join along for the ride. Btw I suspected that his friend, the car owner has a mega crush on me. Oookay. Move aside dude, I wanna stare at ur best friend. Hehe

Last night was beautiful …. We went to the city’s lookout and took pictures. He was wearing this insanely sexy skinny rock star jeans with a tee that subtly enhances his hot muscles. (drools).

Then we had a lovely cup of hot choc at an Italian restaurant. There he did one of those stare deep into my eyes moment again and I felt so weak at the knees (thankfully I was sitting down at the time!). I sat next to him as he drive and it felt so good… to be able to pretend just for a little while that he belongs to me. That we are a couple of lovebirds.  How I wish its reality and that I don’t have to pretend at all!

Just as the night was about to end, he detoured and insisted on a late supper. I was more than happy to oblige because I don’t ever wish for the night to end either (either?! Haha wishful thinking). During that time at the supper place, I casually mentioned that I am planning for a USA road trip next year. After a while he shyly said he would love to join, if it’s ok with me, please keep him posted. Of course! It’s a long time away, but heck, any reasons to keep in touch (literally!!! Ahahaha) are welcome! J

On top of that he also asked me out again on Thursday night, to go to a factory outlet store.  Of course I said yes although I wish he asked me for a date, just me and him. Alas he did not, so I guess maybe he isn’t that into me. Oh well, I didn’t keep my hopes up high because like I mentioned, I don’t really know him. All I know is that I am definitely in love with his physique. And I have made many mistakes because of that. I must learn my lesson and not repeat it again.

To be perfectly honest with you, I am not sure whether he is single. I remember clearly that in June he had a girlfriend. I remember that because he was back in KL around then and was asking me about a job for his girlfriend. I remember he changed his fb status to “in a relationship”. However when he contacted me again last month, and I went to his page to check out his relationship info, I saw that he has hidden that detail from me.

At the moment I am pretending that I have a selective amnesia – because to say that I don’t know abt his gf would be a lie – I actually commented on her pic that he had in his album, saying he is lucky to have her as his gf!  There is no way out of that one, is there? Lol.

Again, I will just pretend oblivion to whatever his relationship status is. Of course I am seriously hoping that he is single. His bff (who introduced us) has been trying to hook us up for a long time. In fact when the bff found out about my little trip Down Under, he wished me luck – that I will be able to go on a date with Mr Hotness. Amen to that darling J

I am not placing much hope in this match because I don’t really know this guy (as mentioned above)… but he has reminded me of my weakness for beautiful things. I wonder, should I lie to myself and pretend that looks don’t matter to me? Or should I just be true and admit that I am superficial – just that this time I must also look for a guy with a bit of substance as well? Should I force myself to fancy someone I don’t find any physical attraction to (but is perfect otherwise) or should I not be a hypocrite and still settle with someone pleasing to my eyes, BUT to be extra careful that he has a great partner traits as well?

I prefer the latter.

Did I tell you when we arrived at my hotel and I was happily bidding him goodbye and saying that I will see him again back home, he smiled widely and said “Thursday. I will see you again on Thursday”. J It’s flattering to know my Mr Hotness wants to meet me again. (and again, and again for infinity I hope J) …. 

Oops did I tell u he will bring along his visiting friends on Thu? That’s not special… and what if one of them is his gf? I so can’t bring myself to see him with someone else. Ahhh the heartache!

For now, I just want to live in the moment and enjoy every seconds of it. I don’t want to think of my fears … because they are false expectations appearing real.

This has been a memorable spring time indeed.

Xoxo